
July 09, 2019 | 0 Superman(s)
9 julai 2019wednesday
hello! baru je balik dari tuition and so freaking exhausted. hehe. well today i am going to talk about expectation. just got this idea bcse mase habis kelas tadi my friend sedih sebab our doctor being such a biased to some of my classmate. hahahah. pada pandangan aku la kan, its okay if your teacher biased dengan kau. sebab most of the doctor and teacher love excellent student. memang lumrah manusia suka yang bagus, pandai, cantik etcetera. mana ada orang suka benda yang ada negative kan. haaa. so dont be sad bcse it worthless. besides, what you should do as a student? study hard. aku memang tak peduli sangat doctor nak suka orang lagi pandai sebab aku pun bukan pandai mana and i know who i am. so chill wei. masa ho lagi la kau kene tocer dengan senior, mo. ni baru biased.
if you want to know, living in other's expectation sakit tau. better kau takyah menonjol sangat nanti penat nak kene kejar expectation orang. haha. kann? jadi la orang yang biasa2 je. nak kata pandai tak pandai sangat. orang kata " work hard in silence, let success make a noise" if doctor biased and sayang orang yang lagi pandai, work hard and show him who you are and kau jugak level2 dorang gak. gituuuuuu.
its okay. benda tu normal and kau nak sedih pun normal. been that, did that too. aku lagi la. memang dari sekolah memang bukan budak harapan sekolah, cikgu pun expect biasa2 je dengan aku. tapi sebab aku ni malas and tak berapa nak pandai, jadi selalu je cikgu2 sekolah biased dengan aku. terasa? banyak kali. jadi konklusi nya ? belajar la betul2. rajinkan diri tu revise. mana ada budak pandai tetibe pandai right. semuanya belajar, ada yang stay up till subuh, ada yang tak tidur. ada yang tido pat jam. so tu la reward dia.
last but not least, doctor tu buat macam tu nak kita berjaya, jadi dr yang competent and rajin and safe. bukan yang sambil lewa. lets do this. we can do itt!!!!
im gonna read it again after i finish my ho . wish me luck :3

July 06, 2019 | 0 Superman(s)
hmm nampaknye macam banyak je post untuk tahun ni hahaha. because i have lotssa free time so why not kan?yaayyyyy, i'm so happy cause i finally got my sheet mate again. well at least i am comfortable with my sheet mate. at least. i know im not being a professional one and mix personal life with work (yela kan mcm keje) but i am going to redha at first but things turn quite well(suddenly mun and kak dayah change the schedule) muehehehe. gonna do my best during sheet taking. kudos to aina af for not taking a fuss about team-ing with someone i'm not comfortable with (sorry not sorry but i know i'm being such a jerk)
i'm so sorry for my ajks, mun and kak dayah for asking to reschedule. and also i also afraid others uncomfortable with me. so to avoid any circumstances, i need to work with someone i think i 'll get fine with her/him. do you get the point?
okay done for today's rant and sorry for being such a spoil brat
ps: aku rasa hidup aku ni memang ade chemistry dengan orang yang nama sama dengan aku? ke tak?
someone pls?